Flipping through the Differential Diagnosis notes
"This unit is keeping me a lil' motivated, at least", I thought.
It's hard I know,
to go through all these uncertainties and confusions.
I am always wondering,
whether this is a turning point for stronger enthusiasm
or a beginning of a dreadful journey.

Sigh
the faith I have is gradually fading.
I don't even know what is good for me, and to my patients.
I don't even know I'm going to practice what I 'preach'.
Tell me
how to get over with this loose end.

Overwhelmed with anxiety
I do not know anymore,
whether I have chosen the right path.

Oh Lord
please lead me.