1, I'm NOT emo. Define EMO before assuming
2, I'm NOT defensive. I'm just saying what I think is true.
3, I'm NOT a weakling. I don't keep quiet when my life is being threaten, and definitely would KILL to survive. IN another word, I'm CAPABLE of murdering if I have to.
4, I don't DO facial everyday! and I don't have a basket full of FACIAL products. IN fact, I DON"T EVEN KNOW HOW TO DO A PROPER FACIAL.
5, I'm NOT majoring in MASSAGE. NOT EVEN near to it. I'm doing Chiropractic. I treat Backpain, headaches, myofascial problems, and tonnes of other stuff. IN another words, I am an Alternative Medical Doctor!
6, I'm NOT anorexic! I have unusual high metabolism rate which explains why gaining weight is so fuckin difficult for me.
7, I will NOT keep quiet when you said something offensive and untrue about me, and i DON'T Fucking care who you are, I would still stand firm on myself and get you off the fuck from the chair. I mean it...
and the list goes on......
Tuesday, February 23, 2010
Saturday, February 20, 2010
Sometimes,
I just can't live up to the expectation that people perceive in me.
Sometimes,
I feel so helpless about the wrong impression that I gave to people.
Sometimes,
I just want to confront them and say, 'No, I am not like that!'
Sometimes,
I just think that it would be a waste of time for such worthless confrontation.
Sometimes,
I couldn't bother much about what people said about me that is not entirely true.
Sometimes,
I'm just sick of people for disrespecting me, for such disrespect is conveyed in a despicable manner.
Sometimes,
people just don't understand.........
I just can't live up to the expectation that people perceive in me.
Sometimes,
I feel so helpless about the wrong impression that I gave to people.
Sometimes,
I just want to confront them and say, 'No, I am not like that!'
Sometimes,
I just think that it would be a waste of time for such worthless confrontation.
Sometimes,
I couldn't bother much about what people said about me that is not entirely true.
Sometimes,
I'm just sick of people for disrespecting me, for such disrespect is conveyed in a despicable manner.
Sometimes,
people just don't understand.........
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
Flipping through the Differential Diagnosis notes
"This unit is keeping me a lil' motivated, at least", I thought.
It's hard I know,
to go through all these uncertainties and confusions.
I am always wondering,
whether this is a turning point for stronger enthusiasm
or a beginning of a dreadful journey.
Sigh
the faith I have is gradually fading.
I don't even know what is good for me, and to my patients.
I don't even know I'm going to practice what I 'preach'.
Tell me
how to get over with this loose end.
Overwhelmed with anxiety
I do not know anymore,
whether I have chosen the right path.
Oh Lord
please lead me.
"This unit is keeping me a lil' motivated, at least", I thought.
It's hard I know,
to go through all these uncertainties and confusions.
I am always wondering,
whether this is a turning point for stronger enthusiasm
or a beginning of a dreadful journey.
Sigh
the faith I have is gradually fading.
I don't even know what is good for me, and to my patients.
I don't even know I'm going to practice what I 'preach'.
Tell me
how to get over with this loose end.
Overwhelmed with anxiety
I do not know anymore,
whether I have chosen the right path.
Oh Lord
please lead me.
Monday, February 15, 2010
Alarm buzzed around 8am
I dragged myself out of the bed, getting ready for uni.
'Is it Monday already?', I questioned.
Took a shower reluctantly,
and as usual, engaged myself into deep thoughts in my shower.
Picked a red polo shirt from the wardrobe
and off I go.... not to house visiting, but to uni.
The hot and humid outdoor did not make my day any better
Arrived Uni, delighted to see reds as promised.
'Why is everyone wearing red?', Dr Beck wondered
Cheerfully, we answered, 'It's Chinese New Year!!!!'....
Done with uni, came home and as expected,
nobody's home.
Took a nap
and continue on with exam revision.
I was thinking, 'Great, an exam on third day of CNY.'
Feel like I'm on a million dollars business deal, that I had to give up my CNY.
I dragged myself out of the bed, getting ready for uni.
'Is it Monday already?', I questioned.
Took a shower reluctantly,
and as usual, engaged myself into deep thoughts in my shower.
Picked a red polo shirt from the wardrobe
and off I go.... not to house visiting, but to uni.
The hot and humid outdoor did not make my day any better
Arrived Uni, delighted to see reds as promised.
'Why is everyone wearing red?', Dr Beck wondered
Cheerfully, we answered, 'It's Chinese New Year!!!!'....
Done with uni, came home and as expected,
nobody's home.
Took a nap
and continue on with exam revision.
I was thinking, 'Great, an exam on third day of CNY.'
Feel like I'm on a million dollars business deal, that I had to give up my CNY.
Sunday, February 14, 2010
I've decided to switch back to blogspot. All the annoying ads and settings in xanga sorta pissed me off!!!!
Anyway, Greeting from southern hemisphere to all the chinese out there
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!
However, I'm stuck here in Perth with uni, and worst of all, exams and assignments that are DUE on CNY. Wow, thanks for that! The very first day of new year, I had to hide myself at home (partially)and frickin' study. HOW SAD WAS THAT!????! Can life gets any worst than that? Well, tell me about it.
If anyone is up to any books burning conventions, count me in immediately.
I shouldn't be complaining that much since I DID NOT STUDY MOST OF THE TIME REALLY... We stayed up to 430am last night for RAMI and feeling absolute guiltless about it.
It wasn't that bad since most of da buddies are here and Swan's mum's homecook food for our reunion dinner. YUMMY~~~~
Well, there goes my CNY weekend.
and..... Valentine's day?? What's that???? I'm expecting my facebook to be filled with sappy 'stuff'. Not that I'm jealous but some people just can't keep it to themselves, really. What can I say, it's just a choice of life... which is, so not me! So, Valentine's day....NOT! I strongly prefer CNY celebration, it means more to me. I don't wanna spend my first day of CNY on ONE SINGLE PERSON, at all. Loner, selfish, wait-til-you-get-it or whatever fuck terms you refer to me, I don't give a fuck...
Anyway, Greeting from southern hemisphere to all the chinese out there
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!
However, I'm stuck here in Perth with uni, and worst of all, exams and assignments that are DUE on CNY. Wow, thanks for that! The very first day of new year, I had to hide myself at home (partially)and frickin' study. HOW SAD WAS THAT!????! Can life gets any worst than that? Well, tell me about it.
If anyone is up to any books burning conventions, count me in immediately.
I shouldn't be complaining that much since I DID NOT STUDY MOST OF THE TIME REALLY... We stayed up to 430am last night for RAMI and feeling absolute guiltless about it.
It wasn't that bad since most of da buddies are here and Swan's mum's homecook food for our reunion dinner. YUMMY~~~~
Well, there goes my CNY weekend.
and..... Valentine's day?? What's that???? I'm expecting my facebook to be filled with sappy 'stuff'. Not that I'm jealous but some people just can't keep it to themselves, really. What can I say, it's just a choice of life... which is, so not me! So, Valentine's day....NOT! I strongly prefer CNY celebration, it means more to me. I don't wanna spend my first day of CNY on ONE SINGLE PERSON, at all. Loner, selfish, wait-til-you-get-it or whatever fuck terms you refer to me, I don't give a fuck...
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